1)like I could sleep for years and still be tired
2)as if I'm never going amount to anything, no matter how much love I spread and how much knowledge I obtain
3)the woods are lovely, dark and deep
4)the world is ugly, pale and shallow
5)being cute hasn't made me happy in a few years, but I haven't found a solid replacement yet
6)my boyfriend makes me happy, but I'm never sure if I am making him happy
7)I want nothing more than to make people smile, especially since it usually leads to my own smiles
8)I think I will make an awesome mother
9)I also think that if I don't have children at the correct time in my life that I will have serious postpartum depression and abandon my children
10) I inhale more and more with every breath by I feel like I'm getting less and less oxygen
11)it is so late that my eyes are involuntarily leaking tears sans emotion
12)I think I might just be a sociopath, but I don't get how this is possible considering how manic I am on occasion
13)I'm afraid that I'm receding back into polar emotions instead of the steady flow of ups and downs
14)I'm also afraid that my boyfriend will not be able to handle this when he gets to know me more
15)I am also also afraid that I will not be able to handle any of the above, freak out severely, cut all ties with those I'm close to, and run away.
16)regularly I feel like getting out of here is a great idea, but now I'm afraid of what I will be losing if I get out too quickly.
17)I don't know how to put any of my thoughts at ease other than these lists and trying to talk about things with people
18) normally this is fine, but now I have few people to talk to, less that will actually listen, and even fewer that will reciprocate.
19)all I want is to fall asleep and to walk up for my work meeting in the morning
20) all I want is a hug and to read a good book.
